human waste project lyrics 02//DISEASE Your sweet smile, is open mouth, with jagged teeth I'm just a girl Without apology without apology go starve yourself to nothing go on- cause I'll never go away I could be death for you If you believe I'm just a girl without apology To you I am disease- Starve yourself to nothing go on- cause I'll never go away I wait for you to fall so beautiful I will be the one come on you can't take this away from me no no bet you can't take this one from me come on you can't take this away from me cause you will never be the one I bet you thought you knew everything about me- but you don't you don't You don't know anything no so just fuck off- whore I wait for you to fall so beautiful I will be the one COME ON You can't take this from me no no bet you can't take this one from me come on you can't take this away from me cause you will never be the one but I will always be one 03//DRUGSTORE So look- I came here tonight I thought I could stay for awhile but now your lidded eyes they rise and fall- I came to call you out you're Bluffing I came here for you with my best Girl tricks now maybe I'll sleep for a while and maybe you won't even mind but I could not keep my hands off you cause it's so dark you are so bright I watch your head nod but your hands don't stop- Now maybe I'll learn something new some new kind of sick and tired But it's so bright outside good night or good morning Maybe we won't wake up empty this time- MAYBE WE WON'T WAKE UP maybe we won't wake up empty this time- maybe we won't wake up 04//EXIT WOUND In fitful dreams I screamed your words remembered him inside of her my lover gone dripped from my lips like liquid through me so elusive I drank from your hands I drank from your mouth you poured into me until I was drowned I had no breath was drunk on you I would have given it all to you to you In restless sleep vision of two I screamed your words with hope I too would become sacred I too could fly but my wings are wet my mouth too dry to kiss you Goodbye to kiss you goodbye to kiss you goodbye I drank from your hands I drank from your mouth you poured into me until I was drowned I had no breath was drunk on you I would have given it all to you to you to you to you to you to kiss you goodbye 05//SHINE His virgin Mary a way she has come he is blinded always by her innocence He quivers as her mouth glides eagerly across the flesh his eyes close he turns away but she still just shines shines shines too bright for him to look at she shines shines shine shine shine shine away my mary shine shine shine in darkness his whore she lies in wait- she's ever ready to devour him, He quivers as her mouth glides eagerly across the flesh his eyes close he turns away but she still just shines shines shine too bright for him to look at she shines shines shine shine shine shine away my mary shine shine shine he says "come- with me I need you really I can't be alone please-- come my mary I need you really" CAUSE I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO! His virgin mary she has come he's blinded by her innocence 06//HOLD ME DOWN I melt I drip I fall I slip into your arms Do you think you could hold me hold me down I think I'm ready to give in nearly broken but it feels good whe you hold me hold me down I crawl into wet pools of you it's home comfy- I could drown there - hold me down I think I'm ready to give in nearly broken but it feels good when you hold me hold me down I'm numb and quiet this urge to break I'm down I stay for you to hold me hold me down I think I'm ready to give in nearly broken- but it feels good when you hold me hold me down tied down I'm low clipped wings I fold I Shake- you're gone still you're all over me hold me down I think I'm ready to give in nearly broken but it feels good when you hold me hold me down 07//ELECTRA My body shakes- electric can't move and my TV could kill me I can't move far then morning becomes the time when I wake shudder to see I'm bleeding again again I'll wish upon some other star maybe that would break me I remember when electric felt like the world was mine that morning became electric I stop and shudder to see I'm bleeding again again Weightless I'm staying in all this I miss you but right now I'm floating set adrift get quiet with me and you could stay Where you don't feel and you don't remember Morning becomes the time when I wake and shudder to see I'm bleeding again again morning becomes the time when I wake and shudder I feel electric again again again again again again again 08//DROWNED as i fell through, through the hole everything grew, grew wider and stranger as, as i fell through the hole and everything went i can't find up i can't find anything i felt your hand as i fell through the hole and everything grew darker and, and stranger i knew i was never coming back and i can't find up i can't find up i can't find anything i can't die in water this sharp stinging word and my screaming delight birth of the day and the end of the night i'm waiting for the bottom that never comes i'm waiting for the bottom that never comes i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting i'm waiting im waiting i can't find up i can't find up i can't find anything i can't die in water i can't find up i can't find up i can't find anything i can't die in water 09//INTERLUDE Push pulling on her bones his fingers on her bones he didn't mean to hurt he only meant to hold her down but she shattered so easily he watched the colored fluids escaping and his fingers on her flesh with such tenderness he didn't mean to hurt he only meant to hold her down but she shattered so easily he watched the colored fluids escaping he's just like a child his touches meant to love but just like a child he touches he destroys push pulling on her bones his fingers on her bones he didn't mean to hurt he only meant to hold her 10//POWERSTRIP So you start with your powertrip You think I've lost my mind but you might be the one who's lost my mind and me wasting my time I don't think so so fucking beautiful screamer walks in with that look on his face that says he thinks I've got no time left before he raises his fist to smash all the lies he thinks I've told him I don't think so This is not my trip why are you so sick why are you falling, falling cause this is not my trip, why are you so sick why are you falling, falling now you've grown into quite the man who beats his kids and slaps his wife because you've got no soul and everything that you touch in this life will simply crumble and dissolve because I'm not yours because This is not my trip- why are you so sick why are you falling, falling this is not my trip- why are you so sick why are you falling, falling I ask you how many fucking times do I have to walk into that room and see that look on your face that says I have about one second left before the slap and you think you're so fucking right but you know what I don't I don't think so well one day you will look back on your life with just complete disgust because you've got no time left to take back all the mistakes you made your life is an apology and I don't I don't think so But this is not my trip- Why are you so sick why are you falling - falling cause this is not my trip- Why are you so sick why are you falling - falling for this one I don't think so 11//ONE NIGHT IN SPAIN... Oh quick you look at me and it all just disappears what is this? It's my faith and it's spilled all over you- as i relax -breathe your name like i did in high i go ahead and lie to you cause borrowed is this time I cracked- faded - gone You see my all spilling it's on the floor 12 stories high as i watch you wreck yourself and it's over nothing i could be your anything and still I'm never younger i go ahead i lie to you borrowed is this time We are perfect when we lie we're always losing let's go home It's over over over over Remember this i always get a little something to myself now i can't breathe your name i'm giving up that something i'll go ahead I lie to you cause borrowed is this time and We are perfect when we lie we're always losing let's go home I cracked faded gone I cracked faded gone (time I wait and wait for you none of this is real, just remember, none of this is real) because we are perfect when we lie we're always losing, lets go home we are perfect when we lie we're always losing, lets go home It's over over over over 12//SLIDE In the dream i was smaller i washed my hands clean, clean i kissed you and everything was shaking yeah, i just could not stop shaking and that made you smile If i could just wake up and wash myself clean i'd be alright if i could just take back a few of these things i'd be just fine I'll let it go i'll let it slide i'll let it go go this time i'll let it go i'll let it slide i'll let it go go this time cause In the dream i woke up next to you and looked at my hands cause they were so small i kissed you and everything was shaking yeah I was shaking but i wasn't there at all Because falling out of light is just as divine as falling in My stomach is wrenching my heart's in my throat i'm still falling I'll let it go i'll let it slide i'll let it go go this time i'll let it go i'll let it slide i'll let it go go this time In the dream I was buried deep beneath your skin, skin and all I wanted was just to kiss you but you knew I couldn't kiss you and that made you smile If I could just wake up and wash myself clean I'd be alright If I could just take back a few of these things I'd be just fine I'll let it go i'll let it slide i'll let it go go this time i'll let it go i'll let it slide i'll let it go go this time this time I'll be alright I'll be alright I'll be alright 13//DOG I am ruined and i feel nothing i can't remember where i begin and you end your breath became mine my heart it beats your blood two headed beast with 4 green eyes we are one mind And could i be like that dog caught in a trap could i be like that dog chews off his limbs just to feel free again cause you left me wounded but feel nothing and in my head your voice it tells me my thoughts my mouth speaks your words i only see what you want me to/two headed beast with four green eyes we are one mind And am i like that dog left for dead and ruined i am like that dog let me feel let me feel again Just like a pretty picture i am dead on the inside starving for your attention and gasping for my breath tried to separate before i nearly bled to death i nearly bled to death Cause i am wasted this is wasted breath cause this is wasted breath i am wasted I am ruined and i feel nothing i can't remember where i begin and you end your breath became mine my heart it beats your blood two headed beast with 4 green eyes we are one mind one mind your mind your mind this is wasted breath cause this is wasted breath 14//GET WITH IT Keep pushing me down this Can't get out of my head You sugar coated Feeling so force fed Lost and mindless I can't get out of my head swallowed- sinking in I'm tired of waiting It's over- I'm over this Still I am sinking Can't get out of my head Gets so heavy waiting for you Words and pictures that won't go away Words you rearranged I'm tired of waiting It's over- I'm over I'm tired of waiting I'm waiting for this to begin when it's already over I'm already gone I'm already gone Rearranged me tried me on for size Stumbling I trip and still I wonder When you wore me how did I feel Did i fit like her I'm tired of waiting It's over- I'm over Tired of waiting I'm waiting for this to begin when it's already over I'm already gone I'm already gone And you think you're so fucking cool...and if I got with you would I be cool too?? 03//SHE GIVES I wish I was alive I'd give all I have to you And still I am nothing I can't believe you hurt me I sold my life away I sold myself for praise And still i suffer here in vain Please make it go away I'll give you anything I give you I'll give you everything I give you She's far too gone now She gave away her soul In your eyes she sees the lust You only want to fuck her Please fill this gaping hole Please make it go away She'll be on her knees for you Forever and a day I'll give you anything I give you I'll give you everything I give you I only want to be wanted Inside I am nothing And later I will purge myself- Scrub off all that fuck smell She gives She gives She gives You take away She gives She gives She gives You take away You take away Let's make believe that I'm just fine When I'm dying here inside Disconnected and abused My agony keeps you amused Please take my misery take away this despair I would rather be empty writhing here I'll give you anything I give you I'll give you everything I give you... She only wants to be wanted The only thing that brings her peace She only wants to please for you She gets on her knees She gives She gives She gives You take away She gives She gives She gives You take away You take away You take away You take away Take me away 12//THIS TOWN This town is our town so mother fucking glam We all know the chosen toys, candy girls, and pretty boys Make up that face to win the race Life's a bitch in this town, Suck my dick in this town This town is our town It is so glamorous I'll bet you'd live here if you could And be one of us This town is our town So fucking glamorous I'll bet you'd live here if you could And be one of us Change our mind like we said before We are dreamers We are WHORES Discarded scars like worn out cars Litter the streets of this town Litter the streets in this town This town is our town So fucking glamorous I'll bet you'd live here if you could And be one of us This town is our town So mother fucking glamorous I'll bet you'd live here if you could And be one of us Break it down boys Human Waste in the house Human Waste in the house Human Waste in the house Here we fucking go! This town is our town So fucking glamorous I'll bet you'd live here if you could And be one of us This town is our town So mother fucking glamorous I'll bet you'd live here if you could And be one of us This town This town This town This town